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Tuesday 28 July 2009
21:13

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Saturday 31 January 2009
01:40

wha lao...suayest day of the month i think..wanted to eat spring chicken then you know what?coffeeshop catch fire..shit sia..

hmm..i think i can offically say that i did not leep a wink for 24 hours alr..shit man..yesterday reached home at 7 then listen to what mr lua says then go drink chicken essence cause he said what we must take tonic..then woke up at 1 then was very awake..then study physic till dunno what time still cannot sleep cause wasn't even sleepy at all..then morning father gave me a bot of chicken essence again then very wake..still can wake 2 movies continuously in the afternoon after school..bride wars is a nice show..really..to me it is really touching..then watched wedding game again..for the 3rd time..2 weeks watched third time...wah..tired..God gimme the tiredness to go to sleep..

Thursday 22 January 2009
22:06

how much hatred is considered hate?
how much love is considered lovely?
how much joy is considered joyful?
how much happiness is considered happy?
how much wisdom is considered clever?
how much pain is considered painful?
how much stress is considered stressful?
how much more must we endure before the world ends...

Tuesday 13 January 2009
23:07

Lord..You are great, You are awesome..nothing else and no one can be compared with You.i thank You so much Lord.must really start from the starting of the year.i thank God that for this year..wah..tough year ahead.but He gave me this strength to want to strive.i was telling one of my friends that i was also surprised by myself that i am working very hard from the very first day of school till now..and Ruwa..thank God that i got this chance to participate in serving Him in His ministry..though i was sick the day before if i never remember wrongly..He was the one who gave me strength.For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.haha..yea..though that day went home quite late..but the very next day i did not sleep in class to my surprise.and oh ya..i did not sleep mostly in class this year till now..only during period intervals..haha..but He really gave me strength..then erm..ya..i want to thank God that teachers are all very good to me..really good to me..especially my maths teacher..she sacrificed her break time for my friends and me to teach us patiently..and huihui jie also got me a math tuition teacher..Thank God for that.she really has patience with me..then yea..few days before..went to some of the polytechnics open house..after knowing more about the courses and the cut off point for each and every subject that i want to study and asking opinions from my brothers and sisters around me, God just motivates me to want to strive harder in my studies..and recently i bonded more with my class..and i must really say..i am starting to love this class,4E3 very much..i think that this class is really nice..bonded more with a few of them and even when to science centre the week before with quite a number of them..haha.. and went to swensen's with leong, bell, jack and i must say that they really made a mockery out of themselves..not in a very bad way..just that maybe they made people not being able to eat in PEACE..haha..oh ya..i am being appointed with the role of a treasurer..haha..important role.big responsibility..it's really God's plan lah..i mean that teacher will normally consider quite some time before they choose a treasurer as it involves money..but my form teacher just wrote my name down when i told her about it.this really shows how she trusted me..haha..and it's all because of God..oh..and yesterday..was the release of O levels results..don't know why but i was not worried with my results at all..not that i am proud or what but my whole mind was just thinking about jie's results..thinking about how she will fare and stuffs like this..actually i did not really think that i will fare well..i kept thinking that i will not reach the criteria for me to continue taking higher chinese..but in the end..thank God that instead of not passing, i passed and also got an A1...i am eligible to continue higher chinese..thank God that leong, joyce and the others mostly got an A1..God sees it and He is blessing us with these results..God is great..and ya..actually after taking my results yesterday..i was not feeling very happy after knowing some news..really felt sad and being emo..but i thank God that this broher, the 4th dagege in my life kept talking to me, encouraging me..and trying hard to make me feel better..and of course HER..haha..but i really thank God for this brother lah..thanks brother!though i don't think you will come to my blog and see but you are really a nice beother that i know..and most important is God.cause without Him placing them in my life..i don't know how my life will be..and thank God that i am becoming cleverer..hahahahahaha..God is good.. and all the time!

Sunday 28 December 2008
00:55

haha..Merry Christmas to every one!!haha..today though things not smooth..BUT i am letting it go now..cause i am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!very HAPPY!though really jealous abt it but i am still happy..those who know will understand what i mean. those who dunno..just really really really be happy for me..i am really on cloud nine..haha..and for those whom i give the special presents de..got code de ok..go see the person's envelope for the card..you will understand what i mean..haha..i do things with preparation de ok..haha..everything comes with a purpose..and really learn something from joi again today..ya..what others think may not be what you think..it's just some simple logic..but it really hit me very hard..especially when the person is someone that you really look to..how he disappointed you with just a few words that maybe he is just joking about..BUT i dun really care..cause i am too happy to be pissed..and i will always love the big family..if you know who i am referring to..haha..i wont be pissed by them de(:

~feeling loved by HER

Monday 22 December 2008
16:43

did not post for quite a long time le..haha..going to finish saying how God is great all the time..let me start with the wedding of keith ge and jasmyn jie ba..was assigned by keith ge to sort of be the soundcrew of the day?haha..if you know me well..i am really stressed that day..how?kept thinking of how keith ge is going to screw me up if anything went wrong..that day finally came..ya..something went wrong..BUT..once again..God is good..the fading in and fading out of the track was great..together with the performance of the groom-keith..haha..really great..thank God for that..then next event was the deco of the church..though it looked like only tinsels were added..but it took wendy and me 2 days to finish up everthing..but was really good cause asked the boys to come down to help..they were really great help..God blessed us with them?ya..or else we would take more days?they helped us a lot..and of course with the help of God AGAIN!then next was the bodynits christmas event..hmm..firstly was late for the event but hui2 jie still gave me the chance to 'run' the show..of being the soundman in charge..haha..some small hiccups but everything went smooth..after the event sort of interacted with the sound personnel there..hmm..not sure that i had what faith but God just gave me the courage to talk to him and invited him to the event on the 27th..haha..God is great ONCE AGAIN!then after that went to the overnight event at church..did not really wanted to participate at first..got the feeling of slipping out of the event but did not..and i thank God that i did not cause the event was really fun..had bonding with gugu and others..jia jun's friend and alot more..and went to visit marina barrage..it is really a nice place..maybe going there to countdown for christmas..haha..it is really a nicce place..haha..the event was very meaningful..with every station showing how great Jesus is..then at night went to airport cause shilong ge is back!haha..if i were the old weicong then..maybe i would have just walked off immediately..but i did not..after seeing i am the odd one out..God is great AGAIN..He did not let me to be left out but instead i am so with them although i am the lightbulb!hahaha..God is COOL!and He let me not feel awkward with ONE of the couple..haha..this only shows how GREAT God is..hmm..then yesterday..at service..really could not make up my mind whether to give offering..but God let me gave up my everything..and in return..i felt so lifted up..i felt that my whole heart is lifted..and joy just went into my heart..then i bought a bag..haha..christmas presents..God is great..God is good..and these days..the brothers that i cherish very much are all very good to me..haha..adding a new good good good gege..now i got 3 gege 2 jiejie 1 ahyi/gugu..haha..God is good..giving me things that i want..and HER..ok lah..not mine yet..hahahaha..just that getting close with her more and more..but will still keep it a secret..shhhh....

~God and HER

Sunday 7 December 2008
14:50

in church now..haiz..why?why?talking problems to people?hmm..not an easy job lah..haiz..nvm..from today onwards just tell everythign to God lah..and the old few them..haha..nvm..i am alwas happy(: