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Saturday 27 September 2008
09:40

有一天你若真的失去勇气
有一天你若真的想放弃
有一天你若感觉没人爱你
有一天好像走到谷低
那一天你要振作你的心情
那一天你要珍惜你自己
那一天不要忘记有人爱你
那一天不要轻易说放弃
这个世界真有一位上帝
他爱你 他愿意帮助你
茫茫人海 虽然寂寞
他爱能温暖一切冷漠
这个世界真有一位上帝
他的双手渴望紧紧拥抱你
漫漫长夜 陪你走过
他爱你 伴你一生之久

this is a very nice song..like it so much..esp the lyrics..so meaning..God is always there for us no matter what..so nice(:

Friday 26 September 2008
13:37

I THINK I REALLY LOVE HER!!!!OH MY!!!I AM ON CLOUD NINE NOW!

Thursday 25 September 2008
14:03

was a great day these days..especially yesterday..God is still the best no matter what happens!!woohoo..was studying in church with jie yesterday in church then this brother in Christ came to church to take somethings then saw jie and me and started talking to us..every word of him seemed to have a great impact in my life!God is really so good then He sent him to talk to us..then we started praying before studying..oh my..you should see how refreshed after the prayer and how i studied yesterday..really seems that God touched me with His wisdom mann..i memorised like 33 words altogether..goodness..God is working in me..and ya..it really makes me so excited yesterday..had a plan for my exciting oct le..first..i am going to start my drums lessons..finally..woohoo..then now...flag and piano too!WOW!How great is our God that He provides us with these good things!and oh ya..must thank jasmyn jie for letting me be her backup vocalist yesterday..so nice of her to help me make my long lasting dream come true though i did not sing in front of the congregation..hahaha..today cheryl,jasmine mah, jasmine tan and me had our bread day..everyone of us brought different bread to school..cheryl's was tuna..damm nice..mah was wholemeal with ham and tomato then tan was a toast..mine is the same old recipe,peanut butter bread-.- then afternoon was the English test..haha..should see how i chiong the papers..like dunno what..cause teacher i think siao le..anyhow give spelling..lols..first say embarrassment then repeated embarrassed..lols..but really..a prayer before everything is really a good start..should say that a prayer before anything means succeeded halfway through..i am really so happy today..then after school when running with jie at her house there then go eat..hahah..happy day!!!and i will continue these days forever..and oh..after waiting for so long..i got something to tell this irritating dream mentor of mine..lols,"Please gimme an answer!waited long enough!!!"
and..
I THINK I AM IN LOVE!OMT!!!WITH HER!!!

Saturday 20 September 2008
07:43

i must really work hard now..i only get F9 for amaths..after calculation,i think i need to get at least a 70 marks for a-maths EOY before i can pass the subject!i must start now!

Thursday 18 September 2008
13:50

wha lao..cannot control myself again but sleep when studying..siao liao..EOY coming still sleeping like a pig-.-going crazy liao lo..haha..something happy..God is so GREAT!i passed my English!omt..so happy..is like finally can..and my Bio..A2..going crazy le..till now only know got 2 Cs..which is english and emaths..others all Bs..amaths is failed..haiz..but still very happy..God is always here for me..had so much fun these few days in class..with my new found besties in class..all girls sadly..but nvm..was happy today..need not even move my mouth and someone was scolded..ya..let others see it and dun say it out ourselves..hahaahh too high liao.going crazy soon..must start mugging tml..really MUST..too slack le..haha..leading worship..woohoo!so happy..God is so great..love Him so much..hahahah..ok..nothing much le..haha.

Monday 15 September 2008
14:32

'no matter what happens..i will not leave You anymore'...i saw Your love for me..it warms my heart..getting You by my side seems to be the things that i will want from now on..till forever..i thank You for the things that You have helped me in..be it studies or others..You looked after me..and i am sure that You will still look after me in the future..hold me in the arms of Yours..i need the hug from You..You seems to be the only one who can satisfy my needs now..i will not let You leave me again..i love You..

God..i thank You for the day..though unpleasant but fruitful..let me begin from the first thing in the morning..12 am..went to beach with a few jie jies to celebrate mid autumn festival..it was great..playing things that i never really touched for a few years..thank God..next thing..really practice what i preach/promise..all praises to the Lord..reached church at 7..without being late..thank God..ok..service seems to be screwed up today..things like powerpoint slides to 'bombing' of monitor..everything(but my brother told me the spirit was there)..was really sad at first..really asking God..why?why?why?i knew that i wasnt good enough to be a soundman..BUT..stand up you fellow!it's time to continue the journey..ya..i am prepared..the biggest gift i got for today was really from You..i really love these 2 brothers like the relationship between david and jonathan(bible)..always there for me when i need help the most..i really look up to them as my siblings..my da ge ges..i was so consoled just now..how the both of you brothers cared about me.trying so hard to pick me up from my weaknesses..today has been the many many times that you guys are there for me.."once a brother,always a brother in my life"..i knew deep down from my heart that You placed them in my life to let me grow more to be like You..i will..definitely..hmm..had great fellowship time with chinese sinseh today..all praises are to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords..You are the only one worthy!went to the salon just now..the person that i wanted was not there..but still cut..beats getting a bald head again..ok..not a very wow hair like the previous one but still thank You..always so handsome in Your eyes no matter what the look is..hahaha..oh..on this one-time-one-year festival,need to do some memorable things..so went to some random blocks to scream,yell,confess...lols..and also..burning time!playing with sparklers just now..the type with sound..haha..i really give You my day..and the rest of the week..

reading so much from the bible yet i did not use it..all books in the bible tells that faith is really what we need for everything..healing,etc..but this is what i think i am really lacking..and confidence..in You..so i must now build this faith and confidence in You..in all aspects..sound..everything..i thank You for all so far and the blessed day!

Sunday 14 September 2008
03:49

a week passed..a week nearer to EOY..feeling damm bad these past weeks..firstly..quarrelled with mother..but nevermind..dun wish to mention about it anymore..this week worse lah..say want go church study then in the end like only study a bit!OMT!how to pass exams like this?and reach my goal..waaaa..gonna study liao..must be firm in what i say..haiz..still could not get over what happened on tuesday..haiz..my friend's worship seems to be screwed up by me.for the SECOND time..haiz..it was supposed to be my D-Day..but it wasnt really afterall..keith ge they got confidence in me that i can do well..so now i sort of guide ppl in sound liao?lols..and the person is shuilin?!?!someone bigger than me..difficult to say somethings..haha..but trying my very very very best to overcome working with a person learning who is bigger than me..sounds damm wrong..is like a baby teaching you something?lols..haha..but yesterday was the worship practice..then i do..lols..after so long..touching the mixer again seems so different now..people are changing,system are changing only my heart is STILL not changing..haiz..sound seems so lonely to me now..haha..it will be lonely in the future..haha..but there are still things i am thankful to God about..i can differentiate more or less of different pitches of voice le..damm thank God sia..it helps so much in equalizing..still got alot more..but cannot list out..haha
anyway..no matter what happens..i will still love You forever..God You are still the best..the best of all!

Thursday 4 September 2008
11:52

curently in church..haiz..bored..always like this?seems to be..the one being out..haha..but it's ok..will learn to accept these things in life..haha..ok..had bad days for the past days?bad?good?how to define?good in bad or bad in good?ok..maybe this is crap to you but i sort of experienced it myself?had some family problems but in return i read the bible WHOLEHEARTEDLY and worship for hours.and thank God for putting this brother's bible in church then upon reading,i saw a verse that is so helpful to me.thank God that He placed this brother's bible at the right place, right time.had been doing mooncakes for the past few days.scary..facing mooncakes almost everyday for hours and i think it will continue till the end of mid-autumn festival..haha..cool..eating and making mooncakes.but ya..PLC and JSC has been bothering me since yesterday..haiz..life is full of choices to make..i must make a decision myself..haha..never meet alot of ppl for very very long le..haiz..the RAINBOWS of my life?maybe yes but maybe not.but still happy lah..yesterday went for morning prayer..ok in fact is overnight de..lols.i think it really touches my heart lor..as in i really realise kinda lot of things.haha..today cannot wake up on time so never go..BUT..will try my very very best to wake up tml..must go and learn more of God..haha..



God..i bring myself into Your mighty hands..Lord You help me go through difficult periods in my life..let not the devils near me..let me know more of Your words and i will want more and more of You in my life,in my everything..i lay all this into the mighty hands of Your and You look after my life more and more..let me not be such a nuisance to others but a salt and light to others..listen to my prayer and i pray all these in Jesus most precious name,Amen