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Thursday, 24 April 2008 13:51 today wasn't a very good day..was already frustrated in the morning..tried telling myself not to sleep in class anymore..but was still sleepy lah..cannot really concentrate well..but manage to catch some points..after school saw miss toh..then she asked me to buck up in my studies..then say my parents will be called to school..(was heard that today's teachers' meeting every pupil in sec3 was discussed by all the sec3 teachers..and those who has done badly for whatever things in school,parents will be called to sch)at that moment,really wanted to just jump off a building to end my life..i just find life pointless to me..is like a few days ago i just told myself that i will really go study well and not play already but today i was really pull down again..my faith is like thrown from the 20th storey to the ground floor..called jie and told her..was really looking for someone to talk to..so when i went my friend's hse i wanted to chat through msn with a brother..but he told me he tired..haiz..no one to let me talk to..sad for me..but i give thanks to the Lord for i still kind of managed to stand up a bit..left my friend's hse at about 2030.. on my way home i gave one of my xiaomei a call..her life isn't very smooth lately..talked to her for the whole journey back home..hope that she understand lah..when i was talking to her..i wasn't feeling very good cause i think that we both went through almost the same matters..hope that i can learn what i told her too..today was really a sad day..hope that tomorrow will be a better day.. |
