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Friday, 22 August 2008 14:09 hmm..ya..leaving seems to be the best choice now..wasnt having a great day today but still wanted to care about people around me and yet this is what i get back..nvm..maybe i am just into something that i should not be in..ya..but i still thank God for this sister that cares about me..talked to me..ya..on my journey back home..listening to some christian songs..the moment i closed my eyes.i see myself kneeling on the floor praying hard to God and crying..i was alone.all alone.in the darkness..without anyone.ya.i think this is what i am going through now?haha..anyway..though it wasnt a great day in sch with my head rolling off anytime my neck..i must still praise God for all these..i think i am now not so longing to have sisters and brothers around me.they dun seems to be my world anymore.thank God that i can really change this thinking which makes me make a decision so fast.not so indecisive anymore.haha..thank God..i have been wondering..i think that i am getting along with my classmates now..can see that the class is so much more bonded now..haha..a good sign..and ya..i seems to be part of the Home for Disabled cause i dunno why that i miraculously communicated very well with the people there..after going there.i think that hey actually it wasnt a bad thing to be disabled.when i saw them.though they are grown ups..but they are like kids..so innocent and so pure to things around them.God.i thank You for letting me go to the place.to be truthful..i think i found happiness there..haha..not a bad thing afterall(: and this is to whom it may concern.you will know if i am talking to you. sorry but i think that i still cannot take up this position or maybe i am not even suited to do things like this.haha..sorry sis..i think that i wont give it a try..haha..ya..so i wont be attending the meeting this sat..sorry..i dun even think that i have this kind of capability to do things like this.so ya.sorry once again..and to the new people.hey..do a great job and strive hard for a better Sunshine.you know what i mean. God i pray that You look after the cell..use Your mighty hands to cover the cell.let Your spirit filled every members of the cell..let not the devils near anyone from the cell..let the cell grow..grow into something big and that it will glorify Your mighty name.Your precious blood overflows into their hearts.oh Lord..let the heavenly peace from You be filled into them.please look after the cell Lord.i pray all this in Jesus most Precious name,Amen |
