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Sunday, 3 August 2008 15:37 today was a day that i think is better then others lah..this bit of better..ok when to buy fruits in the morning..cause now every weekend is the P.C. company fruitty weekend..ya..maybe i am doing all this to distract my own thinking?maybe.then cut alot of fruits at home then bring church..to share with the 2 tings..brought like 7 kinds of fruits there?ya..that's my lunch..then ok..i dunno why started getting pissed because my friend was late for worship prac..it was just a minor thing but i dunno why pissed..then ok..tried my best to cool down..but after that cannot find song sheets then pissed off again..then someone still joke with me.damm pissed lah..then words..blah blah blah..had good fellowship with those guys just now..then stay at ziting's hse then reached home at about 10..3 weeks had passed..but i know it clearly that i still cannot forget her..i cannot get her off my mind..how i wish that i never did that 3 weeks ago..maybe this wouldnt have happened..but what can i say now?nothing..haiz..i am really stressed by all these..ya laughed alot just now..but izzit from my heart?i dun think so..i really cannot be happy now..ya..i appeared to be but am i?i really wish to not go _ _ _ _ _ _ but i cannot..things are not going the way i want..i can say nothing now but can anyone please be my mentor to look after this useless piece of junk? |
