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Monday, 15 September 2008 14:32 'no matter what happens..i will not leave You anymore'...i saw Your love for me..it warms my heart..getting You by my side seems to be the things that i will want from now on..till forever..i thank You for the things that You have helped me in..be it studies or others..You looked after me..and i am sure that You will still look after me in the future..hold me in the arms of Yours..i need the hug from You..You seems to be the only one who can satisfy my needs now..i will not let You leave me again..i love You.. God..i thank You for the day..though unpleasant but fruitful..let me begin from the first thing in the morning..12 am..went to beach with a few jie jies to celebrate mid autumn festival..it was great..playing things that i never really touched for a few years..thank God..next thing..really practice what i preach/promise..all praises to the Lord..reached church at 7..without being late..thank God..ok..service seems to be screwed up today..things like powerpoint slides to 'bombing' of monitor..everything(but my brother told me the spirit was there)..was really sad at first..really asking God..why?why?why?i knew that i wasnt good enough to be a soundman..BUT..stand up you fellow!it's time to continue the journey..ya..i am prepared..the biggest gift i got for today was really from You..i really love these 2 brothers like the relationship between david and jonathan(bible)..always there for me when i need help the most..i really look up to them as my siblings..my da ge ges..i was so consoled just now..how the both of you brothers cared about me.trying so hard to pick me up from my weaknesses..today has been the many many times that you guys are there for me.."once a brother,always a brother in my life"..i knew deep down from my heart that You placed them in my life to let me grow more to be like You..i will..definitely..hmm..had great fellowship time with chinese sinseh today..all praises are to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords..You are the only one worthy!went to the salon just now..the person that i wanted was not there..but still cut..beats getting a bald head again..ok..not a very wow hair like the previous one but still thank You..always so handsome in Your eyes no matter what the look is..hahaha..oh..on this one-time-one-year festival,need to do some memorable things..so went to some random blocks to scream,yell,confess...lols..and also..burning time!playing with sparklers just now..the type with sound..haha..i really give You my day..and the rest of the week.. reading so much from the bible yet i did not use it..all books in the bible tells that faith is really what we need for everything..healing,etc..but this is what i think i am really lacking..and confidence..in You..so i must now build this faith and confidence in You..in all aspects..sound..everything..i thank You for all so far and the blessed day! |
