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Sunday, 14 September 2008 03:49 a week passed..a week nearer to EOY..feeling damm bad these past weeks..firstly..quarrelled with mother..but nevermind..dun wish to mention about it anymore..this week worse lah..say want go church study then in the end like only study a bit!OMT!how to pass exams like this?and reach my goal..waaaa..gonna study liao..must be firm in what i say..haiz..still could not get over what happened on tuesday..haiz..my friend's worship seems to be screwed up by me.for the SECOND time..haiz..it was supposed to be my D-Day..but it wasnt really afterall..keith ge they got confidence in me that i can do well..so now i sort of guide ppl in sound liao?lols..and the person is shuilin?!?!someone bigger than me..difficult to say somethings..haha..but trying my very very very best to overcome working with a person learning who is bigger than me..sounds damm wrong..is like a baby teaching you something?lols..haha..but yesterday was the worship practice..then i do..lols..after so long..touching the mixer again seems so different now..people are changing,system are changing only my heart is STILL not changing..haiz..sound seems so lonely to me now..haha..it will be lonely in the future..haha..but there are still things i am thankful to God about..i can differentiate more or less of different pitches of voice le..damm thank God sia..it helps so much in equalizing..still got alot more..but cannot list out..haha anyway..no matter what happens..i will still love You forever..God You are still the best..the best of all! |
