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Tuesday, 7 October 2008 15:41 oh my..i can finally sign into hotmail and blogger using my own com again..God is great..and He is always..now and forever..i was really happy today!firstly i finally finished my EOY!God just helped me so much these days..without Him..i really dunno what i will become now..haha..and ya..today for prayer meeting..i lead worship..God is so good..He answered my prayer..He knew that i wished to sing for Him and He put me on stage..to worship Him with all that i can..was pretty nervous at first..during practice..but His grace just covered me..from choosing of the songs to the planning of people being musicians..all is being planned by Him..Him alone!!haha..firstly..the choosing of songs..i was stuck!i dunno how to link..but He linked it for me..then initially..when i was told to lead worship..i kept thinking of a full band..but last week..i just gave up the idea..thinking that it was a bit too over..but today..God is wonderful..at first only had a guitarist and pianist..then after that this bro of mine was emo-ing and asked me to ask another person or there isn't even a need for a guitarist..was sad...quite emo after that..cause i am only left with a pianist..but after that another brother came in to help as a guitarist..i mean i already thank God for that..it has already satisfy the need for a proper worship..so everything just went on..with His presence there..but i dunno why in the end..the emo-ing brother just came in to help and the initial guitarist became the drummer..i reall saw how God wanted us to give Him our very best..He knew that i wanted to worship Him with a full band..and He gave it to me after a big detour..with so much experience..haha..dun only think of worship Him with a simple worship..but a majestic one..a real proper one!haha..and at first i was joking that later everyone on stage then no one below(cause few people attends pm)..but i mean there are only the same old faces..but today..i felt that there are very invisible worshippers..which is the Holy Spirit..i dunno why..i feel so much for today's worship..i really feel that i am really giving Him praises like i have never done before..i really feel that the presence of God is there with us..everyone of us..and i really enjoy worship a lot..not because i am the one leading but because i feel the presence of the Lord and healing power is just flowing into the place...i really thank God..and not forgetting people that He placed into this team:jiayi, shuiting, linglingjie, zhenhuage and zeming(emo-kia)..must really say a big thank you to this brothers and sisters around me..they really made my day..especially one of the sisters that she is sick but still willing to serve Him and another sister..telling me that 'weicong,i decided to serve God' ..though she got something on..God sees it..the willingness of His people in serving..and this is the revival generation..haha..dunno why but quite believed that the revival of a church is by things like prayer meeting..willingness of people is also important..i think today's worship is so filled with God's presence because of the willingness of people serving..haha..clap for God!!!hmm..quite sad..listening ear leaving for army liao..no more ear already..sad but it's ok..haha..hope that today's worship with help(: ~"True worship is when the spirit, the immortal and invisible part of man, speaks to and meets with God, who is immortal and invisible." -William Barclay i think that i still cant stop thinking of you..i really wish that maybe all these things did not even happen in the first place.. ~love you forever... |
